Friday, September 29, 2006

Rest In Peace My Dear Great-Grandma

Yesterday my beloved Great-Grandmother has left this world to a whole new world..She left to a place where I do not know when will I ever see her again, but no matter what she always be in my heart till the day my heart stops beating....
Yesterday went I came home and as i got the news from my house workers, i rush to my great-grandma house..I could not bare myself but to drop tears...when my great-grandma was around she loved and cared so much for me and now i felt sad that she left me without seeing me success in life...within this 3 years i lost 2 of my closest person in my life which is my mum and my greatgradma...
Everyone managed to accept the fact that she have to go in order not to suffer from this old age sickness, but i cant accept the fact.
Now I feel in between 2 feelings..one of it is that i felt betray by the word miracle,as i hope miracle would appear and god will have mercy on her n grant her a couple of years more to live...another is that maybe her leaving is a good thing also..she has been suffering for the past few days without foods n water,maybe its time that she needs to be at ease...
However no matter what, I still have to accept the fact that she is gone and there's nothing I can do to bring her back to life, and I know that she'll be watching over me..REST IN PEACE DEAR GREAT-GRANDMOTHER

1 comment:

Jasmine Yim said...

God loves her more..

she's now in a better place..so don't dwell on it too long..give urself a time to grief..

one day, u will see her in heaven..