Thursday, September 28, 2006

If There's Miracle I Hope There's One Now~~

If there such thing as miracle I hope 1 will appear now, and I Hope that miracle is that my great-grandmother could recover and talk to me as usual again..She's currently 87 years old and she suffering old age sickness...what really hurts me is that she has be in bed for 3 days without any ability to eat or drink anything, in the state of unconscious..when i saw her just now she already very skinny and looks helpless...When i was driving back home, i recalled the times when my great-grandmother was still healthy n i was a kid..she loves me a lot and always gives me whatever i wants :(
I remember once when I was a kid, i love to watch DragonBall and my mum wouldn't give me the money to buy it, so i threaten to jump down the cliff if they don buy it but my great-grandma pass me the money ask to buy it..At times when i visit with my great-grandma she would secretly give me money without my grandma knowledge as my grandma will scold the both of us if she sees it..
I miss the talking to her where she always talks to me in Hakka although i dun really understand what she's talking about..I miss sitting next to her,i miss hearing her voice...When i ask my grandma about my great-grandma condition all she say is she might only have a couple of days left..I already lost my mum 3 years ago and now i might lose my great-grandma anytime soon..
If there such thing as miracle...i wish that miracle would give her the strenght to talk,walk,sit, eat and drink her favourite coffee again for a couple more years..It really hurts me seeing my grandma worrying everyday and it hurts me more when i saw the condition my great-grandma...
I regretted losing my mum as i never treated her like a mother...n now when i feel tat i havent done anythin for my great-grandma, she is in this conditions...Sigh~~~

1 comment:

Jasmine Yim said...

it's only when something is about to slip ur hands, u'll realise how much u treasure and love it..

will be praying for her.. spend every time u have with her.. at least u won't say "if only i have done more of this.." later

be strong!